My Own Worst Enemy

I have a pretty liberal view on sex. I’ve believed for a long time that as long as you’re being safe and consensual, have it with whoever, or however many whoevers. Sex is fun, and the beautiful thing about people is that they’re all different, and finding what each person likes is a delight.

Since high school, sex has come easy to me (no pun intended). It’s a lot easier to find someone you’re attracted to and vice-versa and agree to something that doesn’t have any strings attached. Ninety percent of the time, we even stay friends afterwards.

What doesn’t come easy to me is a connection. It’s been five years since I’ve been in a committed relationship and the handful of times since that I’ve felt like I’ve found someone worth making that leap for, it’s gone horribly wrong.

I say often that it isn’t easy for me to trust people, and that’s true. I’ve been hurt so many times that I can’t muster the energy to confide in someone I don’t think will give a shit or someone I think will hurt me somehow or use what I tell them against me. I don’t feel that connection with many people. I don’t see myself being with many people. I can see hook-ups and flings, sure, but it isn’t common that I find someone who takes my full attention.

Maybe that’s why, when I do, I fall so fucking hard and fast. When I trust, I trust completely because I’m bursting at the seams to find someone who is patient with my anxiety and my mood swings, who lets me be vulnerable without judging me, someone who believes in me. I don’t find many people who really believe in me. My last relationship, five years ago? She told me she didn’t ever see me being anybody important. We dated a while after that, too, because I’m a fucking idiot.

“I was never insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched,” said Poe, and persistent other mental issues aside, I find myself in a similar recurring predicament. I blind myself to hints and red flags and I hold out hope that things will work out, that things can be worked out, that the connection I feel is as strong for them as it is for me. That I’m worth working for. I do this, this planning too far ahead, this ignoring the signs, this fantasy wish-fulfillment, I do this until I’ve backed myself into a corner where I can do nothing but be hurt.

And I can’t be mad, except maybe at myself. No one has done anything wrong, except maybe me for clinging at threads that no longer even connect to the dress. But I can’t sit here and hate myself. I’ve done that before, for a long time, and it doesn’t do much in the way of making things better.

I can only be sad. I can only be upset, and brother, that’s a lot harder to get over.

See, my life is finally getting into shape. I’m setting money aside. I’m putting book submissions in and entering contests. I’m writing… or trying to, anyway. People still seem to like my first three books. But I still blame myself for not being good enough. I’m not handsome or charming enough. The sex wasn’t what it should have been. I’m not smart enough or in good enough shape. My life isn’t together enough. Ultimately, I’m not good enough to believe in or to work towards or to have faith in.

There’s a little spot in the back of my brain that reminds me some things just aren’t meant to be, that getting out of Alaska means a fresh start, be patient, you are good enough. But I’m always going to blame myself, because I always have. That is what feels right and logical to me: that I’m just a fuck-up with pipe dreams.

I’m tired of sleeping around. I’ve traveled that road. I’ve done a lot of it, more than the awkward, outcast, bullied kid I was in high school thought he would. It was fun, and I don’t regret it. But I’m tired of it. I want to find someone I can be myself with. I want to find someone I feel safe with. I want to find someone who tells me I’m not fucking crazy for wanting to be an author.

“Write hard and clear about what hurts,” Hemingway said.

You know what hurts? I do. All the goddamn motherfucking time.

AZ: A Space Story Chapter One Part 2

A Space Story Prologue
A Space Story Chapter One Part 1

Chapter One: What’s Illegal, Anyway? (Cont’d)

   Akers’ Storage was the larger of two sanctioned courier pickup lots in Catalasca and one of only seven on Salix. It was a family owned business five generations deep and was run by a Human, old Gabber Akers, who had inherited it from his father some years before. It started as a handful of shacks with sliding metal doors and thick metal padlocks – you could bring your own, but the ones Akers’ sold were often more secure than the options at the nearby stores – and a couple of family friends that worked for cheap keeping an eye and a rifle on things. They were humble beginnings, but Atrus Akers had a knack for finding the right circles to spread a word. That, coupled with a reputation for honesty and reliability, helped the business expand.
   The units filled up quickly and Atrus invested carefully. As demand grew, prices inched up until more units could be built to accommodate customers. More units meant more clients meant more money. Pretty soon a wide variety of spaces were open to rent or store packages until they could be sent or delivered. Atrus Akers dropped Reliable Repository from the space above the door and replaced it with a garish blue neon display of his own name. It was his and he was proud.
   The business continued to grow, so the staff did as well. Akers’ began attracting a lot of attention the more clients and couriers dropped off valuable parcels. Fences were constructed around the lot. Wooden buildings were replaced with metal ones. The doors were replaced with thicker steel ones. For the larger units requiring the sliding variants, auto-lock mechanisms were put in to stop an unauthorized breach. Security camera kept an eye on the aisles separating the units. Password locks replaced padlocks with software installed to shut down any invasive programs and an alert would sound even when a wrong code had been entered too many times. Even the security had been increased once it was decided that Akers’ would be open all day and night.
   Now it was even older than a few of the courier companies that contracted out to it. Gabber didn’t rest on his laurels, though: he would eagerly snatch up a deal with any new prospects that cropped up. New clients was good business. Good business was good money. Everyone liked money.
   Caesar preferred Akers’ to the other courier stops on Salix. Location, for one reason – Catalasca was temperate and busy, a real city with a generally well-behaved populace – but also because the other local pickup lot, Skyline Imports and Exports, was cramped, rarely cleaned, and sat under an ancient bridge in a low-lit part of the city with a history of crime.
   The woman behind the desk had her hair tied back in a ponytail and looked up from her paperwork at them through squared-lens glasses. The little metal tag on her lapel read “Morgan”. The expression on her face read “mildly inconvenienced.”
   “May I help you?” she asked.
   “We’re couriers with ACG,” said Caesar. “We’re here to pick up a package for delivery.” He stepped up to the counter and slid his identification card across to the woman, along with their printed contract for the job.
   “Alright, thank you,” Morgan said under her breath, all routine. Her eyes slipped over the details on the paperwork. Her fingers were a blur across the keyboard as she pulled up Caesar’s profile. “You’re all good to go through, but I need to see their IDs as well, please.”
   Grey fished his card from his back pocket and handed it to the desk clerk. She glanced at the front and back, pulled up his file and nodded. Everyone turned to look at Archimedes. Ark was chewing the inside of his cheek as he checked his pockets one at a time. He set a collection of items on the counter: a handful of chits, one of the ignition keys to the Searcher, a VIP pass to a nightclub on Peloclade. Noticeably absent was his identification.
   “What the hell are you doing?” asked Grey.
   “I think I left my card back on the ship,” said Ark. He poked his fingers into his inside coat pocket. They came out with an expired transit pass. It was a year old.
   “We waited for you,” said Caesar, “so that you could get ready. How are you not ready?”
   “Must have slipped my mind. Could have been the terrible music beating me over the head that distracted me. I don’t know.”
   “I swear to God,” Grey growled.
   “Look,” said Ark, leaning over the counter. “I can give you my courier code. You can pull up my profile with that, right? Compare my mug shot to the mug standing in front of you.”
   Morgan shook her head. “I need your identification. I have to make sure it’s authentic and up to date. I need to make sure there aren’t any restrictions or revocations on it, too. It’s policy.”
   “We’ve been coming here for two years, Ark,” said Caesar. “You know you need your ID.”
   “After two years, I would have hoped we’d be more recognizable. What time do you get off? If you could just make an exception for me, I promise I’ll be right in and out. I would be incredibly grateful and more than happy to make it up to you with dinner or a show.”
   Morgan gave a thin smile. “I’m not interested. Even if I were, I wouldn’t be interested enough to risk my job.”
   “Am I not handsome enough?”
   “You aren’t woman enough.” She appraised him. “Although you’re close.”
   Grey snorted loudly. “She’s got you there, Carnahan.”
   “Just wait in the lobby, Ark,” said Caesar.
   Ark slumped into one of the chairs set against the wall. “I’ll just wait in the lobby. I guess.”
   “Yes, you will,” said the desk clerk. She gave a wide smile to the other two men and handed Caesar a slip of paper. “Your pickup is in unit P-312. I’ve written the code for the lock on the paper there. It’s good for twenty-four hours.”
   “Thanks, Morgan,” said Grey. “You’ve been a great help. Don’t let that guy talk to you anymore.”
   Caesar pushed through a door at the back of the lobby and walked out amongst the long aisles of storage units. Different colored letters marked the aisles for easier navigation. A handful of other couriers and customers passed them by and milled about in front of the units their contracts led them to.
   As they walked, Grey glanced up at the security cameras. He did it out of habit; he had broken enough laws in his life that paranoia kept a snug seat on his shoulder whenever he was in public. The cameras each had a tiny bulb just below the lens. None were illuminated and Grey figured they had their security systems set for live surveillance only. He chalked it up to trying to save power, but it still didn’t make much sense to him not to be recording all the time.
   “What do you think it is?” he asked, bringing his eyes back down to the path.
   “Come again?”
   “What do you think the package is?”
   Caesar pushed some of the moppy hair from his face and frowned. “Something valuable, obviously. Jewelry or antiques, I’m guessing.”
“Antiques fetch that much? Even something that small?”
   “Antiques and art, sure. Fibrelli eggs, for example. They’re about the size of your fist and fetch an easy ten million chits each. At least.”
   Grey whistled. “Good thing we’re honest.”
   “I’m honest. You and Ark are iffy. Besides, it pays more in the long run to keep our reputation as reliable deliverers. We can build a career off of that.”
   “There are career thieves, too. We just need a couple Fibberal eggs to give us some capital.”
   “Fibrelli, and you wouldn’t know how or where to sell one.” The scowl on Caesar’s face looked like it was chiseled there. Grey grinned and shrugged. It was too easy to get his friend riled up. How Caesar hadn’t snapped and tried to kill Ark or him yet was a mystery.
   They rounded a corner and almost ran into a trio of men, two Humans and a massive Bozav. Grey and Caesar stepped around either side of them and mumbled an apology. The Bozav grunted and shook out his silver mane, then continued out of sight with his companions.
   The couriers walked on, eyeing the numbers on the storage units as they counted upwards. P-312 was tucked between two spaces large enough to fit a speeder in; they missed it the first passing and had to backtrack to find it.
   Caesar pulled out the slip of paper Morgan had given him and glanced at the digits to make sure he remembered them correctly. His fingers tapped each of the eight numbers in sequence, the pad lighting up yellow as he touched it. Once the code was complete, the pad flashed green twice. There were a series of clicks as the metal door unlocked and then a whirring noise as it slid upward.
   A single light flickered to life, bright enough to illuminate the entire space. The unit was unimpressive, bare save for a table situated exactly in the center. A small red cooler with a number lock of its own sat on top.
   “Huh,” said Grey.
   There were a pair of loud clicks and Grey’s attention was torn from the package. He glanced up at the door, but it hadn’t begun to descend again. The lock pad’s status remained the same as well. He turned to glance back the way they had come and spotted the group they had nearly collided with. The two Humans led, handguns extended in their direction.
   “Company,” hissed Grey.
   Caesar glanced up, curious. His eyes widened when he saw the approaching gunmen. He crumpled the paper with the code on it and tossed it into the unit. His fingers dragged down the lock pad next, causing it to flare red with the incorrect entry. The door slammed close, sealing the cooler back inside.
   “What are they packing? Pulse guns? Lasers?”
   “No. Those ones shoot bullets. Stun rounds if you’re lucky.”
   They felt quiet as the three men cornered them. The Humans cast a glance either way, looking for security. With none in sight, the Bozav grabbed Caesar by the neck and lifted him off the ground. Grey stepped forward in protest but the man to his left put the barrel of his gun into Grey’s chest and pushed him back.
   “Open the unit,” said Lefty.
   “Piss off,” spat Grey in return.
   “Come on, guy,” said Righty. “Taghrin can pop your friend’s head right off.” The Bozav grinned, serrated fangs standing out. Caesar had both of his arms wrapped over the one holding him suspended, trying to take the pressure off of his airway.
   “The package isn’t yours,” said Lefty. “We’re not taking your stuff. It’s probably insured. You can tell whatever group you contract out of that you got stuck up. You’re in the clear.”
   “You would shoot us in the middle of Akers’?” asked Grey. “That’s gutsy.”
   “We don’t want to, but the payday’s worth it.”
   “Grey,” gasped Caesar. “Let them take it.”
   “Shut up, buddy,” Grey said lightly.
   “No, keep talking,” urged Righty. “Tell me what the lock code is.”
   “Caesar…”
   “The lock code is-”
   “In my jacket pocket,” interrupted Grey. He held his hands up in surrender. “Alright? You win. Don’t hurt my friend. I’m going to reach into my pocket and grab the damn code. Keep your guns on me if it makes you feel better.”
   “It does,” said Righty. “Hurry up.”
   Grey reached into his pocket and fumbled around. As he pulled his hand free, he dropped a silver sphere about the size of an orange. It bounced twice and then rolled to a stop between Lefty’s feet.
   “Ah, hell,” said Grey. “That’s what happens when you rush me. I panic.”
   “What is it, Dawson?” asked Righty.
   “It’s some kind of ball.”
   “It’s not exactly a ball, Dawson,” said Grey.
   “Then what is it?”
   “It’s a novelty wallet. The blue bottom on top, you push it, it opens up. I’ve got a couple hundred chits in there and a meal card to Lorcciano’s. Go ahead and take it while I look for the damn password. I’ll have the company reimburse me for damages or something.”
   He eyed Dawson in his periphery. The gunman’s curiosity got the better of him. He held the pistol steady in his right hand and switched the sphere to his left. His thumb found the inset button and depressed it.
   “Eyes and ears, Caesar,” said Grey. He didn’t quite shout it, but he put enough of an edge into the words that his friend immediately took note. Caesar removed his arms from the Bozav’s and clapped his hands over his ears. His eyes clenched shut. Grey did the same.
   A second and a half later, there was a booming noise loud enough that Grey could feel it in his chest. His eyelids lit up yellow, briefly, and he gasped at the intensity despite taking only a fraction of the glare. He must have forgotten to carry a one somewhere when he was calculating the output. Math had always been more Caesar’s thing.
   Grey opened his eyes and saw the Bozav, though stunned, still held Caesar aloft. He kicked the massive creature between the legs, hoping males of the species had similar anatomy to his own; the wheezing bellow that followed filled him with delight. Caesar dropped to the ground and rubbed at his eyes with his forearm.
   “I’m blind, Barrus,” Dawson croaked. He clutched at his face with both hands. His handgun and Grey’s sphere both lay at his feet.
   “What?” asked the man to the right. “What?” He waved his gun around and then lowered it, apparently considering the risk to his companions should he start firing wildly.
   “You lied to them,” Caesar choked out. His throat was a deep red.
   “We can talk about the merits of honesty later, pal.”
   “What was that thing? It was no wallet.”
   “Really? What tipped you off, the bang or the brightness?” Caesar opened his mouth to say something else. The words were choked off as Grey grabbed him by his arm and pulled him into a brisk jog. “It was just something I cooked up in my lab. Not exactly illegal, but not legal enough that we should wait around and try to explain ourselves.”
   They left the three muggers dazed behind them as the concerned shouts of Akers’ security rang through the air.

   The concussive boom could be heard as far as the front office. Morgan started in her seat and alternated looking at the display monitor to turning to the door each time a courier passed through in a hurry to exit. Ark watched her from where he sat, more interested in her reaction than whatever had caused the commotion. He drummed his fingers on the seat of the chair next to him.
   “Will you stop that?” the desk clerk finally snapped at him.
   “That’s what bothers you?” Ark asked skeptically. “Not the loud, explosive noise?”
   “You’re not bothered by the explosive noise?”
   “I mean, this isn’t a place I would expect to hear something like that, but I don’t see any smoke and you haven’t jumped up to swear and scream about a fire. Nobody has run through here covered in blood or missing any limits. No tears, no news about bodies. I can wait until I know what’s going on a little more conclusively from the, I hope, relative safety of this lobby before I break my neck over it.”
   Morgan paused her panic to narrow her eyes at him. “Do you always talk so much?”
   Ark gave his most winning grin. “Pretty much. That’s why Grey told you not to let me speak to you anymore.”
   The woman huffed and turned away. Ark craned his neck to see what she was doing. On her screen, the software used to pull up authorized entrants to the storage units was minimized it. Replacing it was a large grid of video feeds. She selected one and enlarged it; Ark could make out a concentration of bodies engaged in some kind of scuffle.
   “What’s going on there, in that square?”
   “Mind your own business.”
   “Can you rewind it? We can see how the fight started.”
   “I’ve been trying and it hasn’t been – will you mind your own business?”
   Sighing loudly, the courier started to sink back into his chair. The door at the back of the lobby whipped open again and Grey and Caesar piled in. The former grabbed Ark by the arm and jerked him out of the chair.
   “We’re going.”
   “Hold on, what happened?”
   “Wouldn’t know,” said Caesar a little too quickly and unconvincingly.
   “Where’s the package?”
   “Caesar and I were feeling a little puckish,” said Grey. “We decided to get something to eat first and come back later. In case it was heavy or something.”
   Ark started to ask another question but something in Caesar’s eyes convinced him it would be better to wait. He let Grey push him through the front door and out onto the street. He cast one last glance back at the desk before the entrance closed and caught Morgan staring after him from behind it.

   It was late when Euphrates finally arrived home and he was mildly surprised to find several lights on. He closed the door gently, letting the lock arm itself, and took his jacket off. Instead of using one of the ivory hooks on the wall to hang it, he folded it over his right arm. He used his left hand to pull a small pistol from the back of his waistband and slipped it into his right. The coat concealed it nicely.
   Talys wouldn’t be so bold, he thought. Especially not so soon after showing his hand. He’s too cocky, too eager to play games, too ready to blackmail. He considered the other advisor for a moment. And too much of a coward. There were a great many other figures without the same hang-ups, however. It would take a tremendous amount of wealth, resources and intelligence to trace his extracurricular dealings back to him, but he hadn’t made it to this point in life by discounting trace possibilities.
   He put the toe of one shoe against the back of the other and quietly slipped it off. He repeated the gesture with the other and then stepped quietly through the rooms of his house, his socks masking his steps. The hallway light gave a soft glow over the empty corridor. To the right, the dining room was also partially lit. A single lamp – a golden post topped with glass petals surrounding a tear-shaped silver bulb – stood next to an expensive mulberry recliner. There was no one in the chair, nor did anyone appear to be waiting behind it. In fact, he couldn’t see anybody in the room at all.
   Euphrates’ brow furrowed. He continued down the hall and glanced into the next doorway, opening into a dining room on the left. That room was dark; the kitchen beyond it was not. If I were going to set a trap for someone, this is one way I would do. Use the lights as a distraction, and then…
   But if it was truly an ambush, it was a poor one so far. They would have had a better chance blindsiding him on the front porch. Now that the door was closed, they wouldn’t be able to come in from that direction. Not quickly, anyway. The locking mechanism was keyed to only two biometric scans and the materials it was made from could withstand a battering ram. Inside the home, there were no real hiding spots in the living room. None in the dining room.
   He took a deep breath and stepped past the hand-crafted chairs, past the avorwood table that had cost almost as much as his personal cruiser. His feet pressed into the carpet, prepared to pivot and run. The metal of his pistol was growing hot in his hand. A swallow caught in his throat as he moved into the kitchen.
   “There you are. Where have you been all night?”
   “Oh, for the love of-” Euphrates cut himself off and closed his eyes. He took two deep breaths and then forced himself to smile, hoping it looked convincing and didn’t betray any of the creeping panic he had felt moments before. “For the love of the job,” he said, switching tacks, “I found myself working long hours today. I had a Council meeting. Our people left upset, the Ryxan left upset, plenty of other members besides the primaries weren’t particularly pleased or left not knowing how to feel. I decided to work late in hopes I could find a way to make the next meeting end more favorably.”
   “It was that bad?”
   “It actually went better than I made it sound, but there’s always room for improvement. Talys Wannigan decided to meet me afterward. The man could find a way to suck the joy out of a wedding.”
   “You shouldn’t let him get to you.”
   “Some people have a gift. His is getting to people. It put me in a mood, the mood put me in my office. Believe me, though, if I knew you had come home early, I would have gladly pushed that paperwork nightmare off until tomorrow.”
   Nimbus Madasta smiled at him from the island in the kitchen. It dazzled him. It always did, those beautiful white teeth and the way her cheeks dimpled and the skin crinkled by her eyes. She had lilac bangs and the color deepened the further back it traveled in her hair until a rich waterfall of violet spilled down her back. It was a striking contrast to her tawny tone and made Euphrates’ heart beat a little bit faster each time he saw her. Coupled with the adrenaline he’d had pumping when he first got home, it nearly killed him.
   Probably. It felt like it.
   A bottle of McEvoy’s 32nd Parade sat on the island. She held a glass of the pink wine in hand. He nodded appreciatively. “Good choice.”
   “I was reading earlier and somewhere between the third and sixth overwrought sex scenes, I realized what I needed to fully appreciate them was an impaired sense of judgement.”
   “You picked a refined method for that.”
   Nimbus smiled again. “You really didn’t know I was back from the hot springs?”
   “I really did not.”
   “But you saw the lights.”
   “I saw the lights.”
   “Were you worried?”
   Euphrates laughed. He set his coat on the island, careful to wrap the handgun within it so that the metal didn’t clink off of the marble surface as he relinquished it. He took her in his arms and kissed her neck. The smell of apricots filled his nose. He couldn’t tell whether it came from a lotion or a conditioner but liked it all the same.
   “Never,” he murmured into her shoulder. “Worry is a foreign entity to me.”
   “It’s only irritation, dissatisfaction and determination that are familiar to you.” She kissed the top of his ear. He pulled his head up and matched her lips with his own. They stayed that way for a long moment, the stillness of the house drawing them further into each other. When Nimbus broke away, it was to smile wide and take a draw from her glass. “My, my. I missed that.”
   “Love,” said Euphrates.
   “I’m sorry?”
   “I also feel love for you. Sometimes it even relieves the irritation.”
   Nimbus swatted his arm lightly. “Only sometimes?”
   “Okay, most of the time. I guess.”
   “You guess. Come to bed with me and we’ll see if that guess finds itself on more solid ground.”
   “One glass and you’ve already achieved the proper amount of impaired judgment.”
   “That’s assuming this is my first glass or that you’re an overwrought sex scene.”
   Euphrates’ lips turned up faintly. This smile came naturally. He found the tension had fully left him; she really was good at relief. “There are just a couple things I need to do before calling it a night. I can meet you in bed or come get you when I’m done, if you’d like to keep reading.”
   Nimbus nodded. She set her glass down and ran her fingers through his hair. She was accustomed to his mannerism and how much importance he placed in his work. He had proven to her time and again, however, that if she pushed him, he would choose her. He always would.
   But she didn’t want to push him. Or perhaps she wanted to but never did. Euphrates was filled with gratitude. Gratitude and guilt.
   “Go,” she said softly. “I’ll be reading. Find me when you’re done.”
   “I’ll always find you.”
   “Do you want me to hang your coat?”
   Euphrates glanced at the bundle at the end of the island. He could picture the pistol slipping out and clattering to the floor. He shook his head slowly.
   “No. No, I’ll take care of it. I have some notes in my pockets.”
   He stepped away and grabbed the bottle of McEvoy’s. She hadn’t quite finished what she had poured, but he refilled the glass anyway. She took it and kissed his cheek. One hand trailed across his chest as she made her way around him and back towards the living room.
   Once she was out of sight he scooped his coat and weapon from the island and exited the kitchen in the other direction. He passed the short hall leading to his bedroom and continued on to the double doors that opened up to his home office. He kept it locked in the traditional way – a force of habit despite the extensive measures taken everywhere else in the house – and he had to get a key out to gain entry.
   Where his office at the Parliament building was arranged to appear clean and sleek – white walls, white tile, black furniture, crystal art pieces – his work space at home was built for comfort. The walls were devla wood, imported from one of the Wanos worlds, burnt red and naturally sound-proofed. The desk at work was a black frame with an IntuiGlass surface, the advanced systems he used wired through it with network mesh. His desk at home was a heavy thing, thick wood and wide angles. The computer atop it was designed by a number of technicians, independent of each other and with the kinds of materials one wouldn’t find in respectable stores. Put together, the device’s network was impenetrable, its investigative capabilities incomparable. He had back-up files and two other devices just like it, for security in case of emergencies, but this was the primary hub for his power brokering.
   Two low chairs were positioned in front of his desk, backs curved and armrests padded. He threw his coat over one of them and took his seat across from it, behind the desk. His own chair had been custom-built, designed to accommodate a slight curvature at the top of his spine and an extended tailbone unnoticeable to any but him and only when he sat.
   The gun found itself at the edge of his desk. He opened a drawer and removed a faceted bottle filled with a light blue liquor and a glass. Two fingers’ worth was poured into the latter; the former was returned to its confinement.
   He pressed the tip of index finger against the upper right side of his computer box. A red light scanned it from top to bottom and then a thin metal square unfolded itself from the top. Moments later, a digital screen flickered to life within the frame.
   As he had hoped, a glowing orange exclamation point bounced in the lower left corner of the screen, indicating unread messages. He tapped the air just above it and his display was replaced with a transparent gray background. Lines of light green characters flew across the screen. Several layers of encryption rendered them indecipherable. He waited patiently as his own programs translated the message, sipping his drink and rolling the blueberry alcohol over his tongue.
   The decryption didn’t take long. Euphrates set his glass down and leaned forward.

Package existence confirmed.
Package contracted for delivery confirmed.
Package delivery recipient confirmed.
Recipient working on behalf of 1.82.2 confirmed.
Package contents pending, confirmed high value, confirmed discretion specified.
Procession parameters requested.

   He read the message over several times, allowing each line to weigh on his mind and further fill out the puzzle. He had almost missed the rumor when it first fell into his web. Even later, when he went back and gave it a glance, he hadn’t thought it would reveal any tangible worth under scrutiny. So many similar gossip pieces fell apart once time and money was put into investigating them. This message indicated something different. It was filled with confirmations.
   Euphrates was intrigued now. Deeply so. He had to know what was in that package.
   He downed the rest of his liquor in a single gulp and set the glass aside. A casual wave of his left hand brought up a keyboard projection. His reply was curt, to the point. Details could wait for the morning. There was a woman waiting for him, after all.

AZ: A Space Story Chapter One Part 1

Character Spotlight: Ark Carnahan
Character Spotlight: Caesar Anada
Character Spotlight: Grey Tolliver
Character Spotlight: Euphrates Destidante

A Space Story Prologue: Lessons in (Ir)Responsibility

Chapter One: What’s Illegal, Anyway?

Three years later…

The courier’s office had lines but they didn’t go anywhere. They were products of restless bodies arranging themselves in a visible manner while they waited impatiently for their turn to be called. Chairs would have been nice, and indeed there had been some in previous years, but the Aventure Courier group found that when a spot of leisure was available to the publice, it was only a matter of time until transients filled it. Instead of dealing with the hassle of keeping the riff-raff out, it was decided that job acquisition would stay an in-an-out, business-focused arrangement involving people who actually needed to be there.
   Which did nothing to placate Caesar’s tired legs. He sighed and glanced around the crowded common room. Members of a half dozen races crossed their arms irritably, sighed loudly and shifted their weight from foot to occasionally clawed foot. Through a pair of glass doors, they could several large desks with ACG employees seated comfortably. That was where the jobs were selected and each time a courier stood up with a commission ticket in hand, the rest of them held their breath in anticipation.
   Vvvvttt.
   Whup-whup-whup-whup.
   A hatch above the doors popped open and a device emerged. It was oval in shape and constructed from polished chrome save for a single blue lens front and center and the four aero-polymer wings at the back that allowed it to flit around the common room. They looked up as one – as they had every time a seat freed up – and followed its flight path while it made its rounds.
   The drone stopped at Caesar’s place in the line. It dropped down at a controlled pace until it was even with his head and then turned so the lens could get a proper angle on his face. A red light blinked to light at the bottom.
   “State your name, ship classification and the name of your craft,” it buzzed.
   “Caesar Morelo Anada. C-ranked courier ship. Designated Sol Searcher.”
   “Captain Anada, please make your way to Center Twelve. Aventure Employment Agent Bazregga will see you.”
   “Thanks, robot thing.”
   Caesar nodded sheepishly to the others as he shuffled past them into the next room. They weren’t particularly quick in getting out of his way and he felt a twinge of guilt despite having waited just as long as most of them. Once he was past the glass doors, he turned his eyes away from his peers and toward the columns placed between each desk. Each column had a brass plate fixed to it displaying a number in progressive order. He made his way past eleven of them, but it wasn’t until he had reached his destination that he realized it wasn’t the first time he had met Agent Bazregga.
   He sighed.
   “Hello again,” he said, forcing a cheer he didn’t feel from his ribs and out through his teeth.
   “Sit down, Captain,” Bazregga said. She waved one clawed hand towards the seat in front of her desk. He plopped down into it and squirmed in an attempt to get comfortable. It never worked, and he continued believing the chairs were designed to be unpleasant so couriers would be encouraged to stay as briefly as possible.
   The agent was a Skir, with mottled purple skin denoting her gender. Her bunched face seemed small in comparison to the ridged cranial crest that stretched behind her. Four nasal holes shared a gap above her mouth and the skin around them flared when she exhaled sharply.
   So she wasn’t in a good mood. Great. This was going swimmingly already.
   “Pilot’s license and ship registration.”
   “Certainly.” Caesar fished from his back pocket a pair of data cards, the edges long worn down into smooth curves, and slid them across. Bazregga scanned them and squinted down at the information scrolling along her side of the desk. She grunted.
   “Any outstanding warrants for you or your crew?”
   “Uh, no.” He scratched behind his ear. She had an ability to make him nervous even though he had done nothing wrong. He suspected she knew this, too, by the way she continued to stare at him without blinking. Skir had eyelids. He knew they did.
   “Any no-fly orders for your ship?”
   “No, is there… does it say that there?” he asked. “When you scanned my cards? Because I swear, I can’t think of-”
   “It does not.”
   “Oh, good. Then…”
   “But computers make mistakes.”
   Caesar raised an eyebrow at that. “How often does that happen? My cards are current.”
   “Often enough that I feel the need to ask, Captain.” Bazregga typed something into her system. “What is the current number of your crew?”
   “Three permanent, including myself.”
   “Do you pick up temporary crew often? Do you sublet jobs to freelancers?”
   “I wouldn’t say often, no.”
   “How regularly, then? And are you aware that when subletting jobs, you need to file it with an Aventure agent before pick-up is made so that arrangements can be made regarding occupational insurance and liability agreements?”
   She gave him the stare again as she spoke and Caesar avoided eye contact. He focused instead on the edge of the desk closest to him and picked at the arm of the chair. “We don’t sublet jobs. As far as crew, I don’t know. We have a friend on board every now and then.”
   “But not a certified courier?”
   “No.”
   “Nor a freelancer?”
   “I don’t think I even know a freelancer on a first name basis. Grey or Ark might, but-”
   “So by not often you mean never,” Bazregga interrupted with a scowl. “So you could have just said three.”
   Caesar tried a smile. It had no effect. “I suppose I could have just said three. You’re right. I’m sorry.”
   “That would have sufficed.”
   “Got it.”
   “Captain Anada, do you have any idea how busy this agency is?” She gestured around the room to illustrate her point. “Were you blind in that waiting room? How did you manage to find your way to my desk? I wasn’t aware the columns called out their numbers as you passed by them and I’m terrified to inquire as to your capabilities as a pilot.”
   Caesar folded his hands in his lap and stared at them. It seemed the safest course of action.
   “Would you like to look at the job list and pick something now or would you like to continue wasting everyone’s time?”
   “I’d like to look at the jobs,” he said meekly. “May I see the list?”
   Bazregga showed off her pointed yellow teeth in a grin that took up half of her face. She pointed at him and he flinched involuntarily. “You should see the options on your side of the desk. Use the arrows to scroll. Select a job for more information on it and when you find one you like for your crew, select the Approve button and sign on the line. Keep in mind that everyone you were waiting with is also a courier waiting for a job and that delaying acceptance may result in that job being acquired by someone else.”
   Caesar knew the routine but he wasn’t risking anymore of the Skir’s ire by saying so. He leaned forward instead, taking in the list. Each job appeared initially as a single line with a pick-up location, the drop-off location, the total package weight and the payment offered for a successful delivery. His finger hovered over the Down arrow and tapped it when his eyes reached the bottom of the list. Three screens later, he rubbed at his eyes to make sure he was seeing clearly.
   “What is this? Half a million chits to deliver a parcel? I’ve never seen the same weight go for even half that.”
   “I don’t look at all the jobs, Captain. That’s your responsibility.”
   “Right. Forget I said anything.”
   “If only I could.”
   Caesar scowled – downwards so Bazregga couldn’t see it – and tapped the job. He skimmed over the details, trying to grasp the important information before some other crew could pull it out of his hands. It was a single item, meaning if the listed weight was right, it was probably a parcel or a small crate. Maybe some kind of antiquity, given the payment offered. Delivery was set for a private residence on Peloclade. That was only a single Causeway away, meaning the half-million payout would cover fuel enough for the trip several times over. Hell, it could even cover the repair costs for half a dozen problems that had been plaguing their ship.
   He hit the Approve button with enough force to hurt his thumb. It flashed green, an indicator that no other captain had taken the job while he was reading. The signature line popped up next and he drew his index finger along it in an approximation of his full name.
   A paper printed out on Bazregga’s end, a physical copy of his contract approval, and she handed it to him. She started speaking again, either congratulating him on finally making a decision or admonishing him for not already being on his way out of the building. He honestly thought it was a clever mix of both but wasn’t listening. He clutched the contract, already thinking about how he would break the good news to his friends.

   Three feathered drakes circled lazily overhead, nipping playfully at each other’s tails. They had flown in roughly the same spot for almost an hour, seemingly in no hurry to move on either to find food or even a quieter placed to roost. Ark could relate. Since waking, he had sat in the co-pilot’s seat with his feet propped up on the control panel. The sun was a warm blanket over him as it filtered through the Sol Searcher’s windshield. He felt like a cat. A really good-looking cat.
   “I don’t know how you can watch those lizards. They creep me the hell out. I kind of want to go out and potshot them.”
   Ark turned as much as he could in his seat without compromising his comfort. Grey was making his way into the cockpit with a data screen in hand. He plopped his full weight into the pilot’s chair and let out a loud belch.
   “Firing a gun on a public landing station always goes well,” Ark said. “I say go for it. Also, good morning, Gray. So glad to see you up.”
   “Yeah?”
   “Yeah. I was worried I’d be able to enjoy a quiet morning to myself for once. Thank God you’re always around to snatch away a good thing.”
   “If you want quiet,” said Grey, scratching his belly, “go back to your room.”
   “I’m already settled in here. And it’s warm. And look at the view.”
   Grey made a face over his data screen. He pointed out the window. “What view? It’s a bunch of rusted buckets out there. I’m surprised the majority of them aren’t scrap metal and fire the first time they try to take off again. If half of those captains knew what kind of potential was purring under their asses, those could be fixed into actual ships. Then it wouldn’t be so depressing every time we came in for a job.” He shook his head. “It’s like landing in a graveyard.”
   Ark closed his eyes and rolled them under the lids. “What’ve you got on your screen there?”
   “The news.”
   “You don’t read the news.”
   “I do when it’s interesting,” Grey said. He keyed on the audio system and linked in his favorite playlist. The first song to crow out of the speakers was Worldwide Outlaws by the Datacasters. Grey considered it a classic; Ark figured it was the equivalent to trying to dice something with a meat tenderizer – a blunt, destructive disaster that left everyone disappointed and resulted in a goopy, disgusting mess.
   “And interesting to you is…”
   “The Gamma Men got a new bassist.”
   “Don’t care.”
   “Umm, new personality cores announced for personal service robots.”
   “Useless,” Ark said. “No, wait, that’s actually awesome. I can use that. I’m buying one.”
   “What the hell are you going to put a personality core in?”
   “I’m obviously going to have to buy a robot, too, Grey. Keep up. What else is in the news?”
   Grey glanced down. “Bandit activity on the moons around Dephros.”
   “That’s not even news,” Ark said, throwing his hands up. “There’s always bandit activity out there.”
   “Caesar would care.”
   “He’d fake it, maybe, if he weren’t out thanking God he isn’t here being forced to listen to what you call music.”
   Grey tossed his data screen onto the control panel and turned in his seat. “You know what, Carnahan? If you don’t like it, you can hop your ass off the ship. If you keep yapping about the things I like, though, I’ll drag you off myself and you can kiss your dumpy little hole of a room goodbye. I’ll convert it into another bathroom so something useful actually happens in there.”
   Ark stood, the frustration of having his tranquil morning interrupted turning into a full-blown anger. “I’d like to see you try, slog-hopper. Don’t forget that a third of the Searcher is mine. The creditors won’t, I can promise that.”
   “Ahem.”
   Both men turned to look at the entrance to the cockpit. Caesar stood there, a familiar paper in his hand. He leaned against the door frame looking unimpressed. The expressions on his friends’ faces quickly matched his own.
   “Did you just say ahem?” Grey asked.
   “I, uh, didn’t have to clear my throat for real. Don’t you want to know what I was doing?”
   “We can see you got a contract, Caesar,” Ark said. “You couldn’t even fake clearing your throat? We’re arguing. That was the weakest, most half-hearted…”
   Caesar scowled. “Well, you’ve knocked it off for now, right, so listen to me. The job I picked up for us is great. Maybe the best we’ve ever landed. Small weight, short distance, big pay-out.”
   “How big?” Ark asked.
   “Half a million chits to hop down to Akers’ storage, pick up what looks like a crate and take it to Peloclade.”
   Grey frowned. “Let me see that.” Caesar unfolded the contract and handed it over. Grey scanned it and looked up at the ceiling, calculating. “You’re sure the weight is listed right?”
   “I mean, we’ll know for sure when we pick I up, but I don’t see why it wouldn’t be.”
   “Peloclade isn’t too far,” Ark said. “That would leave us quite a bit left over. I could get a new bed.”
   “Forget your bed. We can finally get a permit to arm the Searcher and a pair of light cannons. I’m thinking under the front, mounted on a pair of cupolas to allow for a wider range of defensive coverage. I’ll have to wire controls up through the hull, but that’s the easiest part.”
   Caesar cleared his throat, this time for real. “I was thinking we could get the stabilizer fixed, seeing as how the one we have right now is unreliable at best.”
    Grey scowled. “We don’t need a reliable stabilizer when you’ve got a pair of crack pilots that can balance the ship out.”
   “If you find a couple, I’ll stop worrying about it, but until then I think it’s a valid concern and this job is the best opportunity we have to get it sorted without starving between jobs.”
   Grey sighed and kicked lightly at the pilot’s console. “I just really want-”
   “You want cannons,” Ark said. “We know. It’s because you’re a sociopath. Caesar, my morning’s already ruined. Let me take a shower, hope Grey doesn’t interrupt that, too, and we’ll go.”
   Caesar nodded and made room for his friend to pass by. He looked over at Grey and opened his mouth to offer some kind of commiseration to make up for shooting down his plans to add cannons; he clamped it shut again when the stocky man reached out and turned the music up further. Supernova Messiah by Daniel Baltennan pounded through the halls of the Sol Searcher. Somewhere near the bathroom, Archimedes swore loudly.

   In person, a gathering of the Universal Council was overwhelming, especially to the uninitiated. Each of the seventeen dominant races sent at least one representative. The average was two or three while the Wanos sent the most, at five. Additionally, each representative had at least one advisor present to take notes, keep them on track and even speak for them on occasion, in their absence. After that came the time-keepers and record-makers. Adjudicators were necessary: impartial, elected members of one of the many less-influential races. They had their own seconds and thirds and small councils. There were also journalists and a small crowd of the general public. In the latter case, these spots were always filled on a first-come, first-serve basis and served as a form of transparency for the population of the connected galaxies who wanted to keep up to date on current affairs.
   All told, a Council meeting would consist of anywhere from three hundred to five hundred bodies. For that reason, they only met in person on a quarterly basis, defined by a year on Elagabalus. That was where the massive Council headquarters had been constructed: a densely populated planet that served as the hub for some of the most prosperous interspecies commercial interests.
   Elagabalus had sixteen months to its year. For each of the remaining twelve months, the Council would meet via a holoconference. Each race had their preferred location to broadcast from and each room was customized by that race to fit their preferences, though the presentation was largely the same. In the center of a large conference room, the three-dimensional image of the current speaker would be displayed alongside relevant reports, graphs or evidence they wanted to have showcased. A second screen would be laid out on a desk or personalized tablet; this would have a complete list of those present in the meeting. Whoever was speaking would have their name illuminated in blue. The next speaker queued would be yellow. After that, barring interruptions to discuss whatever topic was currently on the table, those queued would be listed in numerical order.
   Many preferred the digital congregations. They weren’t as loud or as hot – though the Council hall on Elagabalus allowed for plenty of open space, the sheer amount of people present often raised the temperature to an uncomfortable degree – and the listing system for waiting contributors was far more organized. The virtual meetings also cut down on travel costs and the room and board reservations that went with the trip. Though the meetings came often and the life of a Councilmember was a hectic one, the ability to conduct large portions of business from the comforts of home was a welcome perk.
   Rors Volcott, representative of the human race, was one of the few who felt more alive when he was in the same room as everyone he addressed. He felt energized when surrounded by his peers; he had joined the military instead of a theater troupe in his youth at the pressure of his mother, but he had expressed several times throughout the years that he thought he would have made for an exemplary thespian.
   Be that as it may, it was the military that had shaped him into the imposing figure that presented himself today. In his late fifties, he maintained the fortitude of a man two decades his junior, wrapped up in a tall, burly frame. His head and chin were shaved bald while thick, gray chops bristled out from his cheeks and connected via a well-oiled mustache. His eyes were the light blue of early winter frost and he gave voice to the calculated thoughts behind them in a deep baritone.
   He paced back and forth across his air-conditioned office. The rest of the Council would have him in full display where they sat. He had his own display separated into two images. The first was Graxus, the Ryxan representative he was currently debating; the second was a rotating cycle of several other members, selected by Volcott’s advisor so the representative could gauge their reactions as he spoke. Though Volcott’s words were technically directed towards Graxus, they were for the rest of the Council.
   From where he sat at the back of the office, Euphrates admired Volcott’s technique. They both knew the Ryxan was uncharacteristically patient for a member of the adum caste; when it was his turn to speak, he said his piece in full and waited for his opponent to do the same. He never interrupted and he never forgot the points and counterarguments he wanted to address, something few other representatives were able to do without the assistance of an advisor. Graxus’ brutish size and appearance belied his intellect. He wasn’t one to be underestimated and yet Volcott was less concerned with irritating the Ryxan and more concerned with winning the opinions of the other Council members.
   The point in contention today was the tripling of the export price for an industrial oil unique to the Ryxan territories. The severity of the escalation itself would have been cause for annoyance but it would have been somewhat understandable if it had been spread among the other races equally. After all, when one is the sole provider of a resource, they have free reign of how to price it. Instead, however, the Ryxan had chosen to pin their exorbitant fees on the exportation to Humans alone.
   That’s not completely true, Euphrates thought, flicking through his reports. They had imposed the new prices on the Serobi as well, but as that race had never before expressed any interest in the oil, it was a pointless gesture serving only as the faintest argument that they weren’t specifically trying to target humans.
   The snub was seemingly unprovoked and Volcott was trying to rectify – or at least minimize – it before tensions between the races escalated into something more serious. He strode across the floor with his hands behind his back, casting the occasional piercing glance at whoever needed to be brought back into the discussion.
   “As has been demonstrated here today and over the past few months, we have been diligent, respectful and punctual in our business dealings with the Ryxan peoples through tens of thousands of corporations and through millions of trades and transactions. Indeed, it has been proven over the last two centuries that, though there have been varying personal and political tensions between us, our commercial collaborations have always risen above such squabbles. Those incidents were unrelated and should remain so instead of tainting the healthier aspects of our relationship. Instead it seems that other interests, perhaps even wounded feelings, are at the heart of the matter here. The result isn’t one of prudence. It’s an attack.
   “Or… it’s a misunderstanding. Maybe the prices were simply miscalculated. Perhaps we did something to unintentionally slight the noble Ryxan and reparations should be made. We, of course, would be more than happy to field a more thorough explanation from either Representative Graxus or Representative Tarbanna. Before that, however, we would like to present specific details on how the trade agreement as it currently stands has negatively affected the Human race’s corporate, commercial and industrial interests and investments.
   “This is normally where my esteemed colleague Representative Suvis would step forward to address the Council. Unfortunately, Representative Suvis has taken ill and is currently doing her best to rest and recover so that she can rejoin us at next month’s meeting. In her stead, she has trusted the relevant information that she personally compiled to her advisor, Councilmember Euphrates Destidante. If you would be so kind as to give him the floor now and direct your attention to him.”
   This was the moment Euphrates had been waiting patiently for. He had spoken in front of the Council before but it never grew less exciting for him. He reveled in having the attention of some of the universe’s most powerful individuals; he lived to have them cling to his every word.
   Euphrates ignored the other advisor as he stepped up to the center of the room. Volcott retook his seat and pressed a button on the inside of the left armrest. A podium rose from the floor directly in front of Euphrates and the advisor responded with a slight nod of gratitude before laying his notes out.
   He took a moment to still his heart and compose his thoughts. There was no need to rush. To be a member of the Council was to exercise control. If there was one thing he enjoyed above all else, it was exactly that.
   “Representatives and advisors of the Council, assembled keepers, adjudicators and witnesses, thank you for your attendance and attention. The task assigned to me is a sobering one, bringing to your attention the relevant statistics regarding our dealings with the Ryxan and the position they have put the Human race in, but it is an important one. Only through understanding the facts can we then attempt to find a satisfactory compromise that will restore stability and civil discourse between our peoples. Now, if you’ll direct your attention to the infographics I’m bringing up in your displays…”

   Nothing was resolved by the meeting’s end, but these things seldom ever were. Not in a handful of hours on a single afternoon, no matter how many charts and numbers you threw at a wall. A stand-off of this magnitude was less a tea-time disagreement and more a war to be picked apart over a series of battles. It was up to him to prepare for the next engagement. He had under a month to do so.
   The light in the hallways of Thorus’ Parliament of Universal Interest was significantly brighter than it had been in the conference room. Euphrates used the reports in his hand to shield his eyes as he weaved through the attendants filling the passageways. The day had been long enough; he didn’t need to add a headache to it.
   “You’re in a damned hurry, Destidante.”
   Too late. Euphrates sighed to himself.
   It was a testament to the years he had spent training for the political arena that he didn’t flinch when Talys Wannigan stepped up next to him. Volcott’s advisor was a thin man with wispy brown hair that he kept parted down the middle. His suits always seemed to hang a bit loose from his slight frame, leaving him looking inept and ill-prepared. Euphrates knew it was a calculated move that left other politicians overlooking and underestimating him. That was a mistake; Talys was frightfully intelligent and he had a nasty habit of always being in the last place you wanted him to be.
   Like right next to him.
   “I thought you handled yourself well in there. Better than your first couple times. I’m sure most people left feeling you had actually accomplished something, that your reports were accurate, and they’ll leave it at that. What do you think? How many will actually take a good look at your reports?”
   “Our reports,” Euphrates said. “We’re on the same side, Talys. Human solidarity and all that.”
   “The same side. Sure, sure. How much of that information did you come up with on your own and how much did Magga hand down to you? Is she even sick or was she trying to drown you in the deep end?”
   Euphrates stopped in the middle of the hall and turned to the other advisor. He waited until attendants had passed by on either side and left them alone for a few moments. “What do you want, Talys?” he asked in a low tone. “Why are you nipping at my heels?” He folded the reports in his hands and slid them into his inside breast pocket.
   “Professional competitive interest. I want to know what you said that convinced Magga to let you speak for her on this issue. Why didn’t she just hand everything over to Rors and let him handle it?”
   “I’m Magga’s advisor, Talys. She didn’t select me because we’re friends. In fact, I’m sure she detests me. She chose me because she knows I’m capable and because she knows she can trust me no matter how little she actually likes me. I’m sure that’s why she allows me to speak in her absences and why Rors never steps aside to allow you.”
   If the words struck a nerve, Talys’ grin refused to acknowledge it. “Perhaps, Destidante. Perhaps. Trust is a valuable, powerful thing. It’s probably good, then, that Magga is too sick to realize at least some of the reports you offered up were doctored.”
   Euphrates’ eyes narrowed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
   Talys nodded to a pair of passing women and waited until they were out of earshot. He stepped in closer and lowered his voice. “Maybe you don’t. Maybe you just went up and read off whatever she put together for you before she suddenly and conveniently got too sick to attend the one meeting a month she’s actually expected to be present for. Terrible timing. Really quite sad.”
   “I resent your implication that her illness was either falsified or manufactured. I resent your accusation that the reports I presented were anything less than genuine as well.”
   “And I’m sure that most people will give them a casual glance and believe them to be so. There would be several layers of peeling needed before something seemed amiss. You’re a thorough man.”
   Euphrates straightened slowly, his expression growing black, cold. “Talys, the situation we find ourselves in, as a race, has the potential to leave us in a crippled, vulnerable position as soon as ten years from now if a more favorable resolution isn’t found. It’s something that transcends petty rivalries or peacocking or whatever kind of angle you’re trying to get your tiny hands on. The Ryxan understand that and will be looking for any cracks they might widen, any flaws they might exploit. You know that, which means you know that I have a limited amount of time to prepare Magga, Rors, you and myself for whatever arguments and accusations come from the Ryxan at the next meeting. I did accomplish something in there today, Wannigan. I bought us time. Be careful not to spoil what goods we have gained.”
   Talys’ grin widened and he nodded enthusiastically. “Quite right, quite right. When you put it that way, I suppose I see your point. I hope you’ve seen mine too: it’s important that us Humans are all on the same page. That we know where we stand. That we know where the secrets are and what might be exposed if someone were thought to be acting against the good of us all. Or if someone were to step on the wrong toes.”
   “I hear you loud and clear,” Euphrates hissed.
   “Perfect. Again, well done in there. Masterful performance. I do so admire your work.”
   Talys winked and turned back towards the conference room. Euphrates watched him go, the other man’s words echoing in his ears. It took him a minute to realize his hands were balled into fists by his sides. He forced them into his pockets and stretched his neck. It did little to clear his head. Talys was dangerous. He had known that, but the meeting served as a suitable reminder.
   He nodded once to himself and filed that note away to be reviewed later, away from the men and women stepping awkwardly around him. With stiff legs, he started home.

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